I wanted to take a moment to reflect on what membership in the local chapter (Chapter 61 in Saint Louis if you were wondering) has meant for me and my motivations in participating.
Background:
I have never served in combat, although I am a service connected disabled veteran. The work was on Pershing missiles - a nuclear missile now long relegated to the dustbin of history - and not missed by anyone this writer knows of. The memory of standing guard duty over weapons of mass destruction, which could easily have wiped several cities off of the map, as the snow softly drifted down on Christmas Eve night will never leave me. There was a mixture of wonder at the enormous destructive potential sitting a few feet from me as the German winter countryside looked so scenic and peaceful - except for the nuclear warheads of course. A soldier must believe in his cause to perform his duties, and at the time I did believe strongly in American ideals and the positive effects of American war efforts on the world, though there was some doubt about Vietnam (surely we would not make that mistake again).
Doubts arise:
Once injured and out of the military (I fell off a missile) it began to sink in with me that not everything we had been told about the US military's history, mission and role in the world were not what we had been led to believe. I began to struggle with educating myself by seeking alternative sources of information. This is a process that shall occur for as long as I am able - there is always more to learn, but it quickly became clear that knowledge alone was not enough.
It seemed logical enough to seek out others of a like mind.
Finding Veterans For Peace:
To be truthful, I was attracted to the idea of Veterans For Peace (VFP) almost from the moment I heard the name. It was during Bush's decision to go to war in Afghanistan and Iraq and the news media about Cindy Sheehan and her protests at Crawford Texas. When it was reported that Veterans For Peace was supporting her efforts, it was clear that was where I needed to be. The rest was details - finding the local chapter and getting in touch.
What we do:
Since I have been a member of VFP, we have participated in protests, not just on sunny days, but in the depths of winter with bone chilling temperatures. We have reached out to help other like minded organizations, seeking to protest against war and educate the public on it's costs. We have also reached out to our fellow veterans, seeking to mitigate some of the worst effects of war, through events like "Stand Down" and "Stand Up". Our local Chapter is always on the lookout for more and better ways to get the word out.
The rewards:
Although I always feel that I should do more, my participation in VFP keeps me from feeling that I have totally acquiesced to the ruling class's decision to take us to war. It is a positive outlet for my desires to influence our nation's actions in a positive and useful manner. No, we have not "succeeded" if success is measured only as ending the war. However, we have kept alive the voice of dissent. We have educated our fellow citizens on the need to end war. We are daily giving the lie to the idea that war is necessary to advance our desires. Even if no one listened, we would still educate ourselves and each other on the options to and realities of war. We are a success.